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[blessedshadows]

[ HITS HIM A THIRD FUCKING TIME ]

[cursedappetite]

[ WHAT THE HELL, MY DUDE ]

What?!

[blessedshadows]

You've been asleep for a month and the first thing you're worried about is if you're older than me?!

[ FINALLY LETTING GO OF HIS HAND ]

What did you do that caused you to hibernate for a month?

[cursedappetite]

[ oh, hm. that kind of bothers him and he's not sure why. but he doesn't question it and just shrugs in response to the question. ]

I don't know. I just felt really tired and needed sleep.

[blessedshadows]

So you didn't do anything extra? No extra training? Or playing around with flying?

[ he's insistent here, reaching forward to grab his shirt to show He Means Business ]

[cursedappetite]

Not really...? Only what happened at the camp we went to, but nothing much since.

[ he's not sure why fushiguro is being so... serious about this, though. ]

[blessedshadows]

So nothing, nothing at all?

[ he's frowning Heavily at this, but not making any move to put distance between them again ]

[cursedappetite]

Nothing comes to mind.

[ he reaffirms what he said for fushiguro ]

[blessedshadows]

[ looks in his face for a moment before pulling away a bit ]

Nanami-san looked it up. What happened to you happens when someone expends a lot of Manna.

[cursedappetite]

[ that's... curious ]

I didn't do anything special, though. You seem fine and we've been doing the same amount of things.

[blessedshadows]

I tried to help you generate more Manna while you slept.

[ yeah he's pissed at things not you now ]

[cursedappetite]

I meant before I slept. Unless you've got other people you've made Manna with?

[ he's not implying anything bad, but almost hopes that it means fushiguro has more friends? hopefully? maybe?? ]

[blessedshadows]

It's been pretty much just you.

[ i already have three friends: you, nobara, and doge. that's enough ]

[cursedappetite]

[ what about your hand?? ]

Then why was it only me that fell asleep?

[blessedshadows]

... I don't know.

[ that hand is for holding itadori's. which is what it's doing again now ]

[cursedappetite]

[ when he feels the hand again, he looks down at their hands clasped together and stares. it might seem he's derailing this conversation, but he's actually got reason behind it ]

You were with me like this the whole time?

[ indicating their proximity and the hand holding and everything ]

[blessedshadows]

I was.

[ fuck you fushiguro and your pauses ]

I thought... I could help.

[cursedappetite]

I woke up, right?

[ he squeezes his hand and closes his eyes, relaxing against the bed. but he doesn't stop talking so that fushiguro doesn't have to panic that he's going back to sleep ]

It might be because I've been holding back.

[ he wants to wait to see how he responds to this ]

[blessedshadows]

--Holding back on what?

[ not letting go again. this hand is his forever ]

[cursedappetite]

[ oh dear, whatever will he do ]

On letting you close. [ then, a bit quieter ] I'm afraid to lose you.

[blessedshadows]

You--?

[ a bit angrily ] Why are you afraid? [ he's the one who should be afraid ]

[cursedappetite]

[ even if he has his eyes closed, he tilts his head to the side to not face fushiguro ]

I don't want to say it.

[blessedshadows]

[ i swear to fucking god itadori yuji i will pee in your cereal ]

Why not?

[cursedappetite]

[ HOW ABOUT NO ]

You'd probably end up hating me.

[blessedshadows]

[ i'm about ready to hate you right now ]

I wouldn't.